Inner peace

The pursuit of inner peace is more important than the search for happiness and success.

Happiness is but a fleeting emotion

Success can be taken from you just as it can be granted

But inner peace is permanent.

I am on a journey to search for my inner peace, it’s time I calmed the demons inside

Anger


Anger is just another emotional that occurs naturally when we feel frustrated by the things happening around us or when someone tries to hurt or threatens us.

And just like any other emotion anger comes with a little pour of adrenaline that affects how we react when we are angry.

How your react when angry will the determine the outcome of the situation your faced with. But one thing I have come to learn is that bottling up so much anger is dangerous and once in awhile it’s good to let it out.

Too much anger kept within will affect your body and mind in the long run. Just like any other emotion feel the anger and express it in ways that are not harmful to you and those around you.

PLUVIOPHILE

On the days when I feel lost

I remember I am allergic to coldness

But I love to stand in the rain.

And listen to the unrhythmic sound of

The drops as they tap on the ground

I close my eyes to drink in the smell of wet soil.

I close my eyes to embrace the chill in the air that always calms my soul.

Bringing my mind to rest and heart at peace💙💙

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Entangled mess

I am not angry
I am in pain
And you put me here
You, the person who was supposed to love me more than anything.

You broke me
and you broke my heart
And I hate you
because I still love you
And I am hating myself even more for it

All I need is for this pain to be gone
because I can’t breathe
My heart is congested
My chest is heavy

How do you feel? They asked
I wish I couldn’t feel anything
You left me feeling lonely
I feel empty because you took my life

Everyone says I am the problem
They all ask what is wrong with me
If am not hurting myself
Am hurting those around me

There is just too much that is wrong with me
Because I am an entangled mess of contradictory things.

Right now it feels like horses racing
in my head
It is loud but no one can hear me.

And there is a scream inside
That I try not to hide
But regardless of how many times I let it out, the world is deaf.

There is a way out of this
But I don’t want it to be my last option.

Only you

Even though you keep denying it.
I know you loved me
From the very first time you set your eyes on me.
We took endless pictures, made good memories
And we always looked good and happy.

I know you lied 😂 in all the conversations we had,
But no one can ever make me laugh like you did.
We always played games♠️♥️ and I won
And no one will ever give me better company like you do.

And on all the road trips we went on,
We watched the sunsets together and Enjoyed each other’s company.
And in the night when I couldn’t fall asleep
You were always there to keep me safe.
You would hold me
I will always be grateful.

I know our love is still young,
But it’s unique and no matter
How many ages I take without seeing you,
Our love will always be kept in our hearts Never to be forgotten.

Small world

I look around and all I see is slim

Very many faces but can’t find a familiar one.

Loud noises everywhere filled with screams and laughters

But none belongs to me.

I feel frightened and lost in this big dark world

My mind is racing, and I can’t seem to stop it

With nowhere for me to go

I plug my ears to breathe

And now I can hear myself, I am alive more than I had imagined.

I feel my heartbeat, it’s loud and clear

It has a beautiful Melody

I feel my blood rush through my arteries as it’s synchronized with my heartbeat.

I feel every air that enters and escapes my lungs with every breath

My mind is at peace and it ain’t racing no more.

This is my world, it’s small and empty

Very quiet and lonely too

But it gives me hope that the storm will stop


August

She never had it in herself to go, she would have never left because she loved him.

He kept throwing stones at her glasshouse using the same stones she had gathered to make her ring.
With nothing left for her to save she died in his story where he was the hero flying around saving things but not her.

Even on her worst days,
She didn’t deserve the Tartarus he put her through. He aimed for her heart and he shattered💔 it into a million little pieces.
It was easy to destroy her but he was likely to miss her in his bones.

Throwing out curses at the wind and tossing out blame, wishing she had stayed a little longer.
He killed her but it killed him just the same
He hears her whispers haunting him
Creating a beautiful ghostly scene.
And he slowly became his worst fear

So much for a summertime love, everything came crumpling down in a blink, they were a lost memory that had faded away into a moment in time with nothing left to fight for.

#marslove

450 days

It had taken her almost 450days without seeing him physically.
Without feeling his touch, hearing his voice or looking into his beautiful eyes.

….little did she know, today was her surprise day.

The surprise was a charismatic, breathtaking

Tall and muscular lad with his swimmers body, and eyes were beauteous as ever.

She stared in awe as he was ambling and he looked graceful and pulchritudinous.

She had a rush of oxytocin.

When their eyes met, it felt like the world had stopped moving. And someone could easily diagnose them with akinetopsia. For a moment she felt like it was a deja Vu.

His smile was ravishing, as it’s the best thing she had seen in months. It was a glorifying moment for her.

She enjoyed the fragrance of his BOSS perfume that was mixed with his sweat, as they hugged.

His muscles held her tightly giving her the comfort of a safe heaven.

And for a moment her heart pumped slower than usual, though not too slow to kill her but slow enough for her to enjoy the moment but little did she know that their lips had locked

In a world filled with lots to offer, they preferred to be each other’s quarantine as they felt safer.

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