Friendship, 友谊, صَدَاقَة, urafiki

As defined by my favorite shadow @Jerome T

Friendship is not a contract,

It’s not a beauty contest

Not a perfect world

It’s not a void to be filled

It’s not a showcase

Not an opportunity

Neither a cover up

NEVER A COVER UP!!!

Friendship is peace

The calm in the storm

A place of solace in chaos

A tribe build of solid traditional

A gem hold it together

That the world looks to break

It’s sacrifice

It’s comprise

Friendship is love

Friendship is you and I

Friendship is you

Friendship is I

Friendship is us

FRIENDSHIP IS US

Tulip❤️

Favorite cupcake

I can never say no to M when he comes around.

I just need someone to hold me when I’m coming down

And that’s person always been M, he’s kinda reliable.

I feel like Harley Quinn, cause I can’t live without my Joker

Even from a far

Anyone could tell we are both drunk

You got me high than I have ever been

And am not high off some beverage

But high off you

I love it when we both laugh,

Sneaking glances at each other

Yet we both know the other is staring

I love the way we curl into each other

With nervousness hidden behind a subtle excitement.

I have found it hard not to fall in love with you

Because you see the mixed parts of my soul

And you understood the darkest

And dirtiest corners of my mind

Tulip

2nd heartbeat

Hey mum! Hopefully your fine and all is perfect in heaven. I miss you, and I have missed you a lot.

Today I write to you even when I won’t receive a reply I am hoping my heart will speak to you the words in this letter.

It’s been 12 years since death robbed me of you. Even when we are worlds apart, you still live on in my heart and my mind.

It’s sad that death did not only rob me of you physically but it took along with it all the kisses, hugs, the smiles, laughters, bonding moments and so much more.

I turned 22 last week and your the only one who didn’t wish me a happy +1 and I was really wishing you were here to give me a hug, look into my eyes and see how far I have come in life, all the things I have achieved in my life and be proud of me.

A journey of 1000 miles starts with a single step and am happy I was able to take my first steps with you, and even now when am left to walk alone I know you still walk besides me.

Life has not be perfect but I have been able to put up a good fight and I still am. And I am thankful to your fighting spirit and perseverance.

I prayed and asked God to give you a hug for me.

I miss you and I love you mom💝

Anger


Anger is just another emotional that occurs naturally when we feel frustrated by the things happening around us or when someone tries to hurt or threatens us.

And just like any other emotion anger comes with a little pour of adrenaline that affects how we react when we are angry.

How your react when angry will the determine the outcome of the situation your faced with. But one thing I have come to learn is that bottling up so much anger is dangerous and once in awhile it’s good to let it out.

Too much anger kept within will affect your body and mind in the long run. Just like any other emotion feel the anger and express it in ways that are not harmful to you and those around you.

PLUVIOPHILE

On the days when I feel lost

I remember I am allergic to coldness

But I love to stand in the rain.

And listen to the unrhythmic sound of

The drops as they tap on the ground

I close my eyes to drink in the smell of wet soil.

I close my eyes to embrace the chill in the air that always calms my soul.

Bringing my mind to rest and heart at peace💙💙

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Entangled mess

I am not angry
I am in pain
And you put me here
You, the person who was supposed to love me more than anything.

You broke me
and you broke my heart
And I hate you
because I still love you
And I am hating myself even more for it

All I need is for this pain to be gone
because I can’t breathe
My heart is congested
My chest is heavy

How do you feel? They asked
I wish I couldn’t feel anything
You left me feeling lonely
I feel empty because you took my life

Everyone says I am the problem
They all ask what is wrong with me
If am not hurting myself
Am hurting those around me

There is just too much that is wrong with me
Because I am an entangled mess of contradictory things.

Right now it feels like horses racing
in my head
It is loud but no one can hear me.

And there is a scream inside
That I try not to hide
But regardless of how many times I let it out, the world is deaf.

There is a way out of this
But I don’t want it to be my last option.

Only you

Even though you keep denying it.
I know you loved me
From the very first time you set your eyes on me.
We took endless pictures, made good memories
And we always looked good and happy.

I know you lied 😂 in all the conversations we had,
But no one can ever make me laugh like you did.
We always played games♠️♥️ and I won
And no one will ever give me better company like you do.

And on all the road trips we went on,
We watched the sunsets together and Enjoyed each other’s company.
And in the night when I couldn’t fall asleep
You were always there to keep me safe.
You would hold me
I will always be grateful.

I know our love is still young,
But it’s unique and no matter
How many ages I take without seeing you,
Our love will always be kept in our hearts Never to be forgotten.

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